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holy god... [September 26, 2008 2:06am]
[ mood | curious ]

no... i dont think you have any idea how long it's been since i've even THOUGHT about LJ...
ha...
totally forgot about this beast...
but it could come in handy now-a-days.
just somewhere to vent!!


update. mmhmm. [April 23, 2007 11:20am]
I'm in AP English.
Actually, the computer lab.
Who gives a shit.
SKEEEET!

+Amy is my ho!
+Im going to prom!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Thats pretty exciting im not gonna lie. I'm going with this kid named Corey. =)
+I love my prom dress.
-I dont know what were going to do though.... like pictures and stuff. =(
-/+I want to take pictures in Triangle Park and Amy's house.
+Im so excited about senior year!!!!
+Trevor Bryant is a cutie!!!!
-New kid isnt doing marching band.
+I love Katherine.
+POOPMcGoo!!!(hahaahhhahhahaha)
+Amy is getting a Dalmation!

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[September 15, 2006 11:48pm]
[ mood | loved ]

Everything is perfect...
absolutely perfect.
I dont know whatelse to say!!
I am... amazed at how things are going!
I love it!!


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askjf [September 15, 2006 9:35am]
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
dlkfodnfidnfgas
MAD!!

I'll update later.

BINGO. [June 30, 2006 1:11pm]
I have to work bingo tonight...
therefor i am, not happy!!!
BOO!

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UGLY! [June 27, 2006 9:55pm]
I hate ugly people!

:)

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smile for me... tonight you will shine. [June 17, 2006 10:27pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

...Cause I hate the ocean, theme parks and airplanes, Talking with strangers, waiting in line. I'm through with these pills that make me sit still. Are you feeling fine? Yes, I feel just fine...

Well, im leaving monday!!
Freaking finally!
I never thought it would come! I want to leave Kentucky so bad! its been a while since ive been out of here, and im due for some fresh air!

I have to start packing tonight because, tomorrow is dads day and were gonna do... family stuff... woo!?

I hate packing, it sucks! I never know how much to pack... so i always pack way too much! This is always the worst part of vacation... packing to leave AND packing to come back! I think packing to come back is worse!! haha....

Well, i've gotta go.... dun dun dun... pack!!!

[...meet me in paradise where we are destined to be...]


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you were the last good thing... [June 13, 2006 1:15pm]
I'm moving on...

At last i can see, life has ben patiently waiting for me, and i know theres no guarantees but im not alone. There comes time in everyones life, when all you can see are the years passing by, and i have made my mind that those days are gone...

...maybe forgiveness will find me somewhere down this road...

im moving on.

...A little more touch me. [May 31, 2006 2:02pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Wow... Its been a long time. But... i guess its okay because... nothing has really been happening.

Graduation was last wednesday... and i cant even begin to explain how much im gonna miss all of the seniors.

I wanted to kind of let someone know how much im gonna miss them...

Courtney, thank you for being there. I remember when i first met you, i thought you were sooo cool! haha. Man, what was i thinking?! No, just kiding. But really, the reason i did that scrapbook for you was because when i think seniors, you are the one that stands out the most to me. You have been NOTHING but sweet to me. I really am gonna miss you being around! PLEASE come back and see us!! Love you.

And all the others:
Julia
Meghan
Shanna
Seiko
Jarvis
Spenser
Lateisha
Andrew

You guys have really made it an awesome year.

Okay... lets see... what else has happened...

Things that made this year worth while :

- Friends ALWAYS come first, no matter what!!
- I need to "get it together"!!
- Bvroop is the new "you suck"
- Boys will come and go... but mostly go!!
- DONT STAY OUT IN THE SUN FOR 4 HOURS WITH ONLY ONE APPLICATION OF SPF 15 SUNSCREEN!!!!!!!!
- If you're going to wear white on a hot day at Band Camp... make sure you're well prepared to get wet...
- Watch out backstreet boys... you have some major competiton!!
- Dont EVER forget the ones you love the most!
- ACe and Birdie really arent what you think they are... ;)
- Fallopian Tube transplants really CAN happen!! And im gonna get mine from Katherine!!
- 47 simply isnt just a number!!
- The plural form of duck would... ultimately be Deek.
- The plural form for mice would be... meece?!
- Andrea Leigh Drake needs to work on her plurals!!
- Laser Tag is the shit!!
- Ultimate Frisbee is best played on the band field with 20 - 30 band kids!
- Low brass boys are in a mafia... I SWEAR!!!
- I LOVE ALL OF MY FRIENDS!!

well... thats all i have for now!!

<3


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[April 05, 2006 11:33pm]
Everything is pretty much right where it should be!
No school... so of course. that means no drama... expecially no boy drama!!!
I love it!!
Its my favorite!

I went to Caitlyns house tonight.
It was fun because a bunch of us got to get in the hot-tub!
Man, i miss the CJT, KEM, and JAB weekends!!
Girls... were past due!!

Well, we went to TSC Competition this weekend...
We got 5th out of 18.
Lafayette got a lower score than us!
It was amazing!!
You should have seen their faces when we stepped aside when they called our score and we did our little hand ripple thing.
It was priceless!!

Wel...
Thats pretty much all i have!!

**Could things be any better right now!?**

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In school. [March 28, 2006 7:58pm]
yeah.
im in french class.
and theres nothing to do.
so i thought i would write in here.
but theres nothing to write about.
its whatever.

colorguard meeting tonight. 5.
winterguard practice tomorrow. 5:30-8:30.
drum major clinic. 7-9.
winterguard practice. 5:00-9:30.
:O

oh my.
its pretty bad.

and... everything else sucks.
lata.

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alsh! [March 27, 2006 9:07pm]
Well,
we got second place this weekend at John Hardin!!
It was an amazing feeling!!
We have Championships this weekend...
I swear, i was talking to Cassie tonight, and she made a good point. If we dont start concentrating at practices... we WILL get 4th or 5th... maybe 6th.
We need to start concentrating.
I will admit, i had a little too much fun tonight...
But... we can still have fun... AND concentrate!!
They are two different things!!
I WOULD like to congratulate Miss Katherine Elizabeth!
She ABSOLUTELY DOMINTAED this saturday!! I was watching the video, and not ONCE did she goof up!! I am so proud of you babe!!! Keep it up! Sho 'em how we do!! UHH!! haha.

Well, other than winterguard...
things are pretty much non-existant in my life...
Nothing new to you im sure!!
lol.
But, its whatever ... i guess...
I've made it this far... right!?

Well, i think its time for me to head outta here!!
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Updat!? mmhmm. [March 12, 2006 12:49pm]
Well, its pretty much time for an update.
I havent been on in a while, and i appologize for that fact! But, ive been pretty busy with Winterguard and... well.... winterguard. haha.
We had a competition last night... we all did an AMAZING job!! It felt great! I smile the whole time. I've never done that, and think i did it because i was so into it, it all felt so good!
I only messed up once, which, for me, was pretty good!!
After we preformed, we had a while till awards so we ate, bought things, and watched other guards.
We all REALLY wanted to see Lafayette... but, to my surprise, they werent that good, sure, they have a big guard but... it wasnt very clean, it was busy... and not very entertaining... i didnt like it. SO, i thought we had it in the bag... for 2nd or 3rd place ATLEAST!! Axis was pretty good, and so was Lloyd.
So, it came time for awards. 13th...12...11...10...9...8...7... 6th place... Lumanessence.
WHAT THE CRAP!?
We worked so hard for... SIXTH PLACE AGAIN!?!?!?!?! Bull shit...
Its all BULL shit!!
Lafayette got 5th. 2 10ths of a point ahead of us!!
AHH.
iM so mad!!
I hate biast judges!!!!



Wel, i got an Ipod... thats good... right!?
haha

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how can you just walk on by, without one tear in your eye!? [March 02, 2006 7:57pm]
We have a winterguard competition Saturday...
get hype!?
I THINK NOT!!

Why you ask!?
Let me tell you...

-We are learning NEW work tomorrow (possibly)... a DAY before our competition... its VERY likely that someone is gonna forget SOMETHING!!
-Johnny is too much of a pansy to do something he was supposed to do MONDAY... so... i have a feeling i will be crying sometime VERY soon... maybe like tomorrow at school... or on saturday...
-I have a REALLLY bad feeling about Saturday for some reason...
-I havent been "into" colorguard lately.. so, it may be me mesing up on saturday...
-and something else that hurts me so bad inside about a really good friend of mine... but i cant say...

AHHHH...
jlshdousabfbsa!!

whatev DAWG!!

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Its whatever! [February 28, 2006 5:26pm]
I dont even know...
its so dumb/confusing/frustrating/...sad.

Whatev...

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It's whatever. [February 25, 2006 10:03pm]
Guard competiton today.
Not a lot of practicing.
Not a lot of getting along.
6th place.
Its whatever.

Singing in the car.
Getting lost on the AA.
Smiling uncontrollably.
GREAT friends.
Its awesome.

<33

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mmmm.... [February 24, 2006 8:57pm]
Yeah.
Tomorrow is the competition.
I'm kind of freaked out because we havent practiced since... sunday!!?? and we're only gonna practice fro an hour tomorrow...
Yeah, i might as well just say it... we're gonna suck tomorrow!!
Well, the ones with hardly any experience at all will anyway...!!
Thats of course... NOT COURTNEY OR JULIA!!!!
:D <3

well...
yeah thats pretty much it.




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Winterguard is bull.... you know what! ;) [February 22, 2006 9:15pm]
\\ its always you, in my big dreams //

WOW!!
WINTERGUARD TONIGHT...
FLIPPING CRAZY!!!
WE GET TO PRACTICE... AND JOHNNY TELLS US TO GO HOME, GET AS MANY TOWELS AND FANS THAT WE CAN FIND, AND USE THEM TO DRY OFF THE TARP....
BECAUSE HIS STUPID ASS LEFT IT OUT ALL NIGHT!!
AND WHAT DID IT DO!?
RRRAAAIIINNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO WE HAD TO DRY IF OFF...
ON OUR HANDS AND KNEES!!
AND THEN COVER IT WITH... BABY POWDER!?
DUMB!!!!!!!!!
AND IT WAS COLD...
AND ME AND CAM HAD A MTD CHUGGING RACE..
BUT SHE WON!
:'(
OH WELL!
OKAY..
IM DONE!

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IDK!! [February 21, 2006 9:40pm]
its whatever i guess.
i dont know whats going on right now...
with ANYTHING!!!
i fell that no one cares anymore.
if i try to talk to anyone about it..
there just like..
whatever!
okay... i wont talk about it anymore!!
there are only a few people i feel i can talk to anymore.
without feeling like a total ass!!

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[February 20, 2006 3:25pm]
SO...
i got this new layout...
and i think im in l.o.v.e!!!!

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